A GIFT OF TIME PODCAST a memoir
Join me as I share how I healed emotional wounds, overcame addiction, and embraced my psychic path. In 2008, fear kept me in a failing marriage. After finding courage to leave, I fell into addiction, masking CPTSD and depression. Menopause forced me to confront my darkest wounds. Psychic visions of ancestors became my wake-up call. In 2024, a solo journey in my truck camper helped me heal and face past traumas. This podcast is my memoir—a story of resilience, growth, and transformation.
Summarized Show Notes
Episode 1 Prologue 2008
In this prologue episode, Jane recounts a pivotal moment in 2008 when a shamanic journey in an esthetics class led her to an encounter with an archangel—a profound experience that marked the beginning of her spiritual awakening. She reflects on the struggles that brought her to that moment, including an unfulfilling corporate career, a failing marriage, and the challenges of motherhood. As she navigated the weight of societal expectations, personal trauma, and a deep yearning for change, she unknowingly stepped onto a path of transformation—one that would ultimately redefine her life.
Episode 2 1990
In this episode, Jane takes us back to 1990, a time of rebellion, confusion, and the search for belonging. As a teenager navigating a turbulent home life, she defies expectations, escaping into the underground world of skateboarding and alternative culture. From sneaking cigarettes to questioning authority, Jane reflects on the moments that shaped her early identity. But beneath the defiance lies a deeper struggle—one of feeling unseen, unheard, and desperate for meaning. This raw and honest recollection of her teenage years sets the stage for the spiritual journey that would unfold in the years to come.
Episode 3 2022
In Episode 3, the host reflects on an impactful hike up Mount Sherman in Colorado, which unexpectedly became a turning point in her life. The episode explores the physical and emotional challenges of hiking while dealing with perimenopause, exhaustion, and alcohol dependence. After weeks of preparation, she faced unexpected fatigue and struggled with her body during the hike, ultimately deciding to abandon the summit due to weakness and nausea. The host discusses how menopause has made her feel disconnected from her body, impacting her energy levels and mindset. She shares her personal journey of managing work stress, alcohol dependency, and strained relationships, particularly with her husband during the pandemic.
Episode 4 1997
In Episode 4 of A Gift of Time, Jane Garrity reflects on the traumatic events surrounding her pregnancy in 1997, where she was diagnosed with HELLP syndrome, a life-threatening condition. She recounts the terrifying moments leading to an emergency C-section, her intense physical and emotional struggles, and the support of her family, especially her mother. Jane speaks about her healing journey, the bond formed with her mother, and the lasting impact of the trauma. Through sharing her personal experience, she explores the complexity of generational trauma and its connection to healing.
Trigger Warning: This episode discusses HELLP syndrome, a life-threatening pregnancy complication, and other traumatic events.